EXT. PONT NEUF- NIGHT
I always pictured myself here holding a lover’s hand. Instead, I find myself clutching onto cold stone, staring off down the canal, nostalgic for what could have been but never was.
How is it possible to miss a stranger? To feel the warmth of one who has never touched you?
All I can say is that perspective changes drastically once you’ve submitted to solitude.
If only Marquez hears me, at least I’ve related to one.
If I could, I’d run away and leave everything behind. Start over in a place where nobody knows who I am, everything I fucked up and couldn’t fix.
I’d decide to be alone. And mean it. Because I’d know by then that I was destined to be that way- this way.
I’d know that no matter how well I meant, it would always be taken the wrong way.
I would fight my demons internally. Interminably. And do everything I could not to drag someone else into my misery.
I would learn to be really good at being alone, just like any other full-time job.
Two years in the making, I present the final cut of my film Rules of Broken Glass. If you have 10 minutes, please watch it. Thanks! :)
You must must must see my friend’s wonderful play: Professor Von Awesome’s Ghost Hunting Safari!!
The show is going to Philly next weekend but will be returning to NYC on Friday 10/25 and Saturday 10/26 at Parkside Lounge on Houston & Attorney. Doors open at 7:30pm and curtain is at 8pm. Book your $15 tickets in advance here:
Don’t miss out on the fun!!
"It is very important to consider this question: ‘What do I desire?’" -Alan Watts
Winter anthem 2013: Michigan by The Milk Carton Kids.
The Universe. <3
Art & Copy
"I think most creative people are so damn insecure that they want to think they know everything, but they know deep in their hearts that they’re just in deep trouble from the minute they get up in the morning. So, if you can tell them, ‘That’s what you’re supposed to be,’ sometimes that’s kind of liberating." -Dan Wieden